Looking for Hidden Gold

This morning I woke up and I was a bit sad because, well, gosh.
When I was around 8 years old I barried a small scroll under some dirt in my back yard, It held upon it a map and code to find a barried treasure, namely the magic box.
Upon the scroll, I had a diagram of my favorite things, drawn in with my favorite colors.
I buried under the mud, and my parents have now built brick over it.
I am now 23 years old.
I now recall that there was no treasure, just the buried map that's probably now eaten by some dung beatle.
The treasure exists though, I think i feel it creeping in side me. At the pit of my chest, a treasure chest!